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After another evening of more watching stuff than studying I'm wondering how I can curb this habit as it is not healthy for me or my degree.
Other than that I watched the raw of Geki 36, greatly enjoyed that and looking forward to the sub, spent most of my time at work half heartily planning my PCR essay for my Forensic Analysis module, read some more of my book for my Biopsychology on my break and got the correct answer for a two point estimate on HPLC analysis so I spose I could have wasted more of the day.
Jitsu has been on my mind recently, having sat through a vaguely interesting Assistant instructor course, would have been better if I hadn't had to get up at the crack of dawn to be driven there with two of the most frustrating people I know, word to the wise, if you ever have to travel somewhere don't go with two people who used to date, you'll have to put up with them talking over loud music about something you don't know about whilst they forget you're sitting in the back desperately wishing to be in your nice warm bed and not listening to their petty back and forths because they aren't really arguing y'know, and they don't have unresolved business right?
Anyways an hour and a half there, same back feeling vaguely ironic about the whole damn thing because the CD players got Kate Nash in it.
Seriously what is the point of her? She sounds exactly like Lilly Allen, and Lilly Allen isn't that interesting.
Gomen. Ranting there.
But with my Green Belt grading coming up I am re-examining my reasons for keeping with it, I missed a session last week cause the whole thing has been getting me down. Sensei doesn't much like me and is barely interested in my efforts to get the club into the Uni newspaper, the club's highest grade who Sensei keeps delegating the warm up to managed to put a potential jitsuka out of the warm up through over-exertion, I swear he forgets the rest of us aren't as fit as him most of the time, going for tough warm ups which can be very off putting if it's someones first session. He's boarder line dangerous on the mat, one of these days he's going slam a technique on too fast or use too much strength during a throw, someones not going to move fast enough and they're gonna get hurt.
Gomen Nasai, got a lot on my mind.
The question is where do I go from here, I could stick it out or I would quit. I'd miss the physical activity but theres other classes in town, the one thing that bugs me about that is that I'd have to start at the bottom again, I've worked hard and graded to the 5th kyu, next month hopefully the forth. (If I keep on)
I'm beginning to wish I hadn't started it in the first place.
Other than that I watched the raw of Geki 36, greatly enjoyed that and looking forward to the sub, spent most of my time at work half heartily planning my PCR essay for my Forensic Analysis module, read some more of my book for my Biopsychology on my break and got the correct answer for a two point estimate on HPLC analysis so I spose I could have wasted more of the day.
Jitsu has been on my mind recently, having sat through a vaguely interesting Assistant instructor course, would have been better if I hadn't had to get up at the crack of dawn to be driven there with two of the most frustrating people I know, word to the wise, if you ever have to travel somewhere don't go with two people who used to date, you'll have to put up with them talking over loud music about something you don't know about whilst they forget you're sitting in the back desperately wishing to be in your nice warm bed and not listening to their petty back and forths because they aren't really arguing y'know, and they don't have unresolved business right?
Anyways an hour and a half there, same back feeling vaguely ironic about the whole damn thing because the CD players got Kate Nash in it.
Seriously what is the point of her? She sounds exactly like Lilly Allen, and Lilly Allen isn't that interesting.
Gomen. Ranting there.
But with my Green Belt grading coming up I am re-examining my reasons for keeping with it, I missed a session last week cause the whole thing has been getting me down. Sensei doesn't much like me and is barely interested in my efforts to get the club into the Uni newspaper, the club's highest grade who Sensei keeps delegating the warm up to managed to put a potential jitsuka out of the warm up through over-exertion, I swear he forgets the rest of us aren't as fit as him most of the time, going for tough warm ups which can be very off putting if it's someones first session. He's boarder line dangerous on the mat, one of these days he's going slam a technique on too fast or use too much strength during a throw, someones not going to move fast enough and they're gonna get hurt.
Gomen Nasai, got a lot on my mind.
The question is where do I go from here, I could stick it out or I would quit. I'd miss the physical activity but theres other classes in town, the one thing that bugs me about that is that I'd have to start at the bottom again, I've worked hard and graded to the 5th kyu, next month hopefully the forth. (If I keep on)
I'm beginning to wish I hadn't started it in the first place.