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Thanks Meg for beta'ing, I should hopefully have the edited version done in a few days.

Things/People that have annoyed me recently: )

Dramas; Zeni Geba, Mei-chan, Love Shuffle, Rescue, Voice )

Toku; Shinkenger, Decade )

I now need to go finish my essay. Later!
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For all I complain about University I sure do get lazy the second it finishes. I haven't done much except read 'The Red Queen' by Matt Ridley and 'Superior Saturday' by Garth Nix since I finished my exams last month. Also I have clocked up an insane number of hours on Final Fantasy 12 and still have exactly no feeling of accomplishment because it was frankly to easy and too boring. The only reason my Clan Rank is higher than my brothers is because of all my patient hours trying to eek some fun and challenge out of the damn game. Honestly Square need to up the ante for veteran players because this is just insulting.

Hitting that Social Balance )

Also all the cramming (and obsessing) paid off, the late nights and surreptitious studying whilst on the counter at work obviously did the trick as I graduated my second year of university with a high 2:1. Sweet.

And alas to Toku.

Tomica Hero Rescue Force )

Kamen Rider Kiva )

Engin Sentai Go-onger )

Kamen Rider Faiz/Phi/555 )

Not really sure if it is Toku or not

Keitai Sousakan 7 )

Definitely not Toku

Rookies )

Delicious Gakuin )

Now finish up some writing.
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Four weeks?

Oh well.

University caught up with me, three assignments all in on the same day (And dear lord two got way more complicated than need be). My dissertation supervisor got the man flu and got me an extension on my project preparation which after obsessing about it for nearly three weeks he finally gave the okay to finish it off and hand in. I hope I got a decent mark for it, as I had revised and edited it so many goddamn times. On the bright side I can finally have some lie ins and after a week with about twelve hours sleep my body is loving me for it.

Got caught out with lack of sleep as well, last Saturday I set my alarm for seven am to get up for work, I recall turning off my alarm putting on my TV and getting my raisins and apricots. The next thing I remember is its twenty to nine and I'm due there in five minutes.

Setting a new record for getting ready I rush out manage to call work to say I'll be a bit late and because I called and apologized and my boss didn't write me up for it. Also after much badgering I'm finally getting to talk to my bosses about a well earned pay rise as I'm still on basic despite being both business and service desk trained and cashing up the tills at the end of the day. No more £5.75 an hour for me. And considering some of the crap I have to put up with (I swear the crazies co-ordinate their efforts to torture me and the other weekend staff) and I've been there a good eighteen months, done all the training I think its about time.

Kiva 17 and other J-Drama, possible spoilers )

Last Monday I went down to the Old Bailey with some of the members of my Forensics class. It was really interesting sitting up in the public gallery but was also a bit awkward us random students peering down on a variety of cases, we caught some odd looks from the people there.

I still have my revision to do for my exams at the start of next month, I'm still procrastinating over it a lot but I'm still learning, if slowly. Urgh.

Anyways I have some posting to do over at Sentai Gauken then I'm going to get a little more revision done. I do have work tomorrow but its audit so hopefully minimal dealing with customers. Woho!
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Busy week, two assignments and lots of running around for the group project, I don't even know what a lie-in is anymore.

Whats been worse is that I've had a throat infection and been on penicillin all week. As well as sorting my voice out they've given me headaches, made me freakishly tired during the day and has screwed up my sleeping pattern. But I still managed karaoke at the staff dinner on Saturday after about eight cups of green tea. It was only one song and I was drinking coffee throughout it but at least I made an effort which is more than some of the miserable buggers were doing. And I hadn't been drinking either so no dutch courage for me.

Still it was a good night with lots of free food so who am I to let it bother me?

Toku on the other hand... )

In fitness news I ran 2km in ten minutes today, that a new record for me and I didn't think I'd hit it for a few more weeks considering how little time I actually get to work out, but since I switched to fewer higher intensity workouts instead of my usual little and often ones I am seeing improvements, the whole changing your routine once in a while thing really does work.

Oh heres a little something I've been working on for a while.

Title: How to Spice Up A Marriage
Author: awkward_as_heck
Fandom: Mahou Sentai Magiranger
Characters: Urara/Hikaru
Rating: 15
Warnings: Few hints of sex, nothing explicit
Disclaimer:Don't own
Summary: Frustrated Urara plots and goes shopping.
Notes: Post Series.

Magiranger One-Shot )


I also finally got round to taking my glasses in for repair. Since the frames were busted and it was a manufacture fault I got them replaced free of charge. Sweet. And these new ones are working out great.

Easter!

Mar. 18th, 2008 02:52 pm
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Well after a busy and stressful seven weeks of uni its time for the Easter break and thanks to some careful planning and a minor twisting of dates I managed to get the entire break off from work.

No stupid Easter Monday at work for me!

I have managed to be spending more time in the Tech Bay at work and have graduated to doing system restores and data transfers (I even got to remove a laptop hard drive this sunday) so I'm moving up in the world a little.

At uni class has been tiring and I've got quite a bit of work to get done over the next three weeks but hey at least I'm spending it at home.

For my dissertation research we got the results back, most of the DNA sequences turned out pretty good, we had a few drop outs but it's looking good, we'll have the full verdict in the next few weeks.

Myself and L had a really peaceful week at the house as J was away, no late night or early morning clomping, no ominous atmosphere it was fantastic. I gave L her birthday present early as she's gone back home to SA for the holidays, a book on bad house/flat mates. She loved it.

I traveled home Sunday evening having to get a train, bus then another train due to rail works. Seems an odd time to do them, after 6pm at night but whatever floats railtrack's boat eh?

Finally though I get to spend some quality time with my Nintendo Wii. I brought one a few months back at work (10% discount) but then realized I didn't want it in my house because as much as I trust my housemates not to break it I would feel obliged to let them use it and then I'd be out and they'd let their friends use it and since it cost quite a bit of money (Most of my Christmas bonus) I decided I'd feel much better sending it home to my brother (Who loves me for it) so finally I can enjoy it and FF12 on our third PS2 (The damn things keep breaking after a couple of years).

Toku

Go-Onger 5: Nice bit of Renn focus but it was more of a Renn & Hant 'learning about each other and working together' episode than one focusing purely on Renn's character. I was surfing Rangerboard earlier and Mum spotted a picute of Hant and thought he was cute. My Mum has good taste

Kiva 8: Fantastic, great fight scenes, jealous Shizuka, Nago being Nago, Megumi looking like someone in a thirties musical and Wataru, still working on the backbone.

Well I'm off to catch up on some gaming

Later
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In the interest of being social with my peer group i.e Second year forensic science students I along with my friend A (Not my ex-housemate A, someone else. My dissertation partner, in fact) and her sister AA went along to the Forensic Science Society Easter Quiz.

Now before you start rolling your eyes it was more a general knowledge quiz than a science quiz. And so about fourteen people plus the quiz master, one of the Forensic Science and Chemistry departments lab techs were crammed into a random room with some random nibbles, fizzy and fruit juice.

It was supposed to start at seven thirty but that ended up more like ten to eight, some people were late due to the fact they were bringing booze. Now I should have left then but silly me, I stayed. The late comers were dressed up for some sort of pimps and hookers party. How degrading is that? Dressing yourself up as someone willing to trade sex for money and shouting it loudly. You are a Forensic Science Student. You have seen the case studies and the grizzly photos of the rape victim we looked at last semester. What is wrong with you.

You wear a tiny skirt and give the damn quiz master, the department lab tech an eyeful of your underpants (I hope) what is wrong with you, you've had barely three glasses of that cheap wine you brought with you.

Myself A and AA were in a team by ourselves, to be honest we were just there to be sociable and friendly with our classmates but seeing some of them after such a small amount of alcohol. I feel ashamed and embarrassed. I'm just glad none of our lecturers were there to see it.

After a tortuous hour and fifteen we finally made it through the quiz only for the aformentioned team of pimps and hookers to start cheering loudly everytime they get a correct answer.

I was just glad to leave. That was a rotten evening. A, her sister and I are never going to go to one of those events again.

But onto happier things A and I are getting our first round of results back from the DNA sequencing company tomorrow, can't wait to see what results we've got.

I haven't done a Toku ramble in while so here goes.

Geki: TV-Nihon subbed the movie, good action but very rushed in places, would have benefited from another half hour. Looking forward to the team up now.

Den-O: Yes! Ore Tanjou! In fully subbed glory. Fantastic action, good view of Yuuto's lovely rear, Momo, Ura, Kin and Ryuu all on fine form. Big Hana and some great acting from Takeru Sato. All is good and right in the world. If only the Geki movie had been this long.

Go-Onger: As child-friendly, camp and colourful this series is I'm finding it strangely addictive. Hant is adorable, I have to agree with whoever said Sion 2.0. Saki hmm sweet, she deserves not to get shafted like Ran did last year. Renn: Like. Very much, could do with a focus ep. Sosuke: Somewhere in between Ban and Jan which isn't a bad thing since I don't tend to identify with Red as much as I do with other characters. Gunpei: Once you get past the facial gurning he seems to be a good character. But seriously the faces. *Shakes head*.

Kiva: I like Wataru, very conflicted, very adorkable, very well acted I loved how mad he was in Ep 6, he was slinging the Fangire around before his henshin finished. But I think the boots he is wearing are too big for him. Anyone else notice that? Megumi. If I start on her we'll be here all night. So I'll keep it short. LEARN TO GET OUT OF THE GODDAMN WAY YOU STUPID COW. IT IS NOT HARD. SEE THE CAR/WALL/OTHER LARGE OBJECT WITH SPACE BEHIND IT, YOU CAN USE IT AS COVER. Also get a GODDAMN BETTER WEAPON.

Nago. Nago, Nago, Nago. I hope Wataru grows a backbone and kicks his well sculpted butt hard. Many times. He possesses no logical sense, why not let Kiva kill the fangire, he's doing your job for you and he'll be tired and hence easier to kill when you finally don your armor since killing Kiva seems to be your major goal in life.

Shizuka, nice, sweet. Not much else to say.

The 1986 storyline is progressing well, the addition of Garulu to the mix. Otoya is a tad OTT whilst Yuri is entertaining in her put downs.

Looking forward to next Sunday to pick up the raws.

Catch ya later
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Okay, I like the night, 3am study sessions thats me! Constant pain in the butt to my more unhinged housemate when I potter down to the bathroom in the small hours(The other one seems perfectly fine about it). Definitely not a morning person? *Raises hand*

But for the past two morning I have had to been up at the ever so cheerful hour of 6 am to get to the Biological Anthropology labs for 8am to working on my dissertation pilot project. It's bloody hard work as well aliquoting tiny samples of DNA, buffer and a whole lot of other stuff. My shoulder was so stiff when I finished.

Needless to say work is not happy with me since I can't do my Wednesday shift the only other time I can work when it wouldn't clash with lectures is 7:30-13:30. That means a 5:30 start. It's a conspiracy, they're trying to screw up my life by making me have to get up at times where I might still actually be awake from the previous day. Cursed insomnia.

But I think the stress is getting me down, my body keeps crying out for sugar which only actually gives me energy for an hour. Coffee barely scratches the surface, it was 9:30 am in my morning seminar yesterday and I was bobbing back and forth about to drop off only to jolt back awake a second later.

I feel rather stressed at the moment.

My parents came up this afternoon, had a nice lunch at a Japanese restaurant then did some shopping. Good fun, mentioned Mum's next birthday to my Dad six and a half months in advance to make sure he saves up for it as it's a biggie. Pretty much dinner and a show and maybe an overnight stay, depending on how it goes. Trying to avoid a big family gathering as Mum is fed up with her sisters being uppity and my Nan failing to see my Mum's point of view. I want her to have a nice birthday. Makes me glad I only have one brother and a younger one at that. Unfortunately despite living a two hour train journey away from my family it seems to fall to me to do most of the organizing. However this works it's going to be clever. Fortunately I have the internet and a credit card.

I'm liking the Go-Onger premier, the cast seems picture perfect, I couldn't believe it when I read that Hant's actor is only sixteen! They're getting younger all the time.

Kiva. Garuru form rocks, the finisher is a bit iffy but the sword is cool and the rest of the fight choreography rocks. It's been especially good this year and last years was pretty fantastic. And Wataru, he's so honorable and packed with adorable guilt by proxy. Oh how I want to give him a motherly hug and tell him it's going to be alright.

I've also joined Sentai Gakuen as Retsu but I think I'll wait till I can hold a single thought in my head then concentrate and make sense of it before I post.

Later
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Okay after the tenseness I wrote about in my last post the situation has gotten worse and it's nearing resolution is rather unfair on the worst affect party (A)

In Which Fear Trumps Rationale )

In other news I could end up starting my dissertation research as soon as next week if it all goes well as my lecturer hopes. Well the sooner I do the research the more time I have to write it up, it seems crazy to think about it but we've only just started the project preparation module, most people do their research over the summer or in the first semester of the third year. It's going to get crazy soon if it all does happen

If you don't want to read a skinny mini's ramblings about her weight issues then look away now )

Continuing with the ranting this happened to me at work this Saturday. What annoys me is that had I been a six foot man it would have never happened.

Don't argue with the cashier, you will not win )

And so Toku, one adventure ends, another is warming up nicely )

So in conclusion

When people can't admit they're wrong the person in the right ends up have to make the sacrifice.

Life will get very hectic if I start my dissertation research as soon as my lecturer hopes.

Thinness doesn't equal happiness.

Cashiers are people and will not take crap.

Gekiranger leaves something to be desired.

More Kiva, MORE SETO!

Life & Toku

Feb. 5th, 2008 10:25 pm
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The post has been good recently, all the books I currently need for this semester arrive in less than a week, all my imported CDs' have arrived, just waiting on a couple of extended reading books to arrive.

Anyways onto the interesting stuff

For once I'm not the one being yelled at )

Kiva & Geki, just as one is beginning another draws to a close )
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In contrast to a lot of people I know I am in fact glad to be back in university, no more do I have to worry about my crazy housemates climbing the walls and yelling at me for stuff I supposedly have/haven't done (Delete as applicable). After a small scare with a missing module (now sorted) having something to do has made my life much more peaceful.

Anyways the stuff I ordered from Hobby Link Japan arrived Tuesday, much quicker than I had anticipated so now I can admire Den-O Liner Form, Zeronus 'Rust Form' and Geki Blue without having to turn on my computer.

(Of course me being the collector I am they're still in their boxes)

Kamen Rider Kiva has certainly caught my attention and not just Kouji-san although I do find it hard to believe he is 19, he looks about twelve in some of his pictures. The split story idea is interesting and a change from Den-o's two parters. I just hope the need to tell both stories doesn't cut back on the the depth of the main one.

The first episode set a considerably different tone from Den-O, here the Wataru is much more aware and skilled in combat whereas Ryoutarou was frankly unlucky nervous guy with a sense of justice. I think Ryoutarou was developed brilliantly over the series and I hope his luck improves. As for Wataru I think there is scope for some brilliant development.

Done

Jan. 12th, 2008 12:17 am
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Thats it, done Exams are over. Till June. Not long in the grand scheme of things, but still the fuss is over. I do have to admit though it is a lot harder studying from exams when you have two very worried people in the house, they couldn't believe how calm I was about it but for the past few years, and I've been taking exams every January and June since I was fifteen (With the one exception of last January, but I had class tests instead so not really much of a break) one of them got so worked up she threw up. Frankly I've had four years of exams to deal with, two 90 minute exams aren't really a patch of my A-Levels, I've dealt thirteen exams in a three and a half week period, thats real stress I guess I've kinda become immune to the endless panicking and worrying which is sad really. I'm all give me my notes and a cup of coffee, lets get on with it, it just doesn't freak me out anymore. Anyways I sat them and I feel Okay about them as well, I answered all the questions and I wrote alot which is the best you can do, they were all mostly on stuff I think I know well, a few minor curve balls but I think I got past them without completely sounding like I was half guessing.

My housemate is getting on my nerves, she decided to clean the bathroom today but didn't bother asking me if I wanted to use it before hand, I had to wait an hour and a half to have a shower it's not that I had anything to do today but it's still annoying. And she keeps moving my stuff from its corner on the bathroom shelf and putting it all into the make up bag I keep in there. I don't say anything I just put it back where I want it but if it keeps up I will say something. She also moves stuff I've washed up back to where all my dirty dishes are piled up. That is so insulting, but again I leave it as I'm not an argumentative person I spose I do take a more passive aggressive route but it just seems such a petty thing to get worked up over.

I feel like I'm going in circles.

I guess I'm feeling a bit down at the moment, classes don't start back for another two weeks but I can't spend them at home as I've got bloody work. Oh how I'm fed up. I do intend to go job hunting next week but first I need to start getting up before midday, I think I'm still recovering from the nasty cough/cold I had a couple of weeks back and the late nights from studying, I'm a bit of an insomniac at the best of times but its not great when you're full of cold.

I should got to bed soon. I've got work in eight hours so I have to be up in six.

Later
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I have had a crazy few days. Friday I meet my Mum and Nan for some Christmas shopping then after I got back me and my housemates exchanged secret santa gifts (I got some stuff from Lush) ordered take-out and partied to half four in the morning. Completely unplanned but massively fun. Played darts, sang badly to power anthems and drank a bottle of jack daniels.

Had to get up at eight am to go to work, woke up before my alarm then went it went off two minutes later spectacularly fell out of bed, drank a cup of coffee and felt fine.

Was at work nine till half six, ate pizza for tea. Sunday had work again, had an arguement with one of the managers about working till eight on a Saturday half six at this time of year is bad enough, I honestly draw the line, it is ridiculous and he won't give any me any Christmas overtime because of it. I'll ask another manager see what I can do.

Had a lazy couple of days and I think I'm coming down with something, I lost my voice at work saturday and sunday, insanely the managers didn't send me home or tell me to work stock or something they just let me keep working and would tell customers I was loosing my voice. Productivity is all they care about, not the people.

Still it is very weird having very little to do. As such I have lost all interest in the many things I was wasting time with last week. No longer do I have the urge to lurk around GameFAQs or any number of other websites.

Still I promised myself I would at least make a reasonable start of my colorimetry assignment and try to learn something about gas chromatography before I go to bed.

Few thoughts for Geki and Den-O.

Geki 42. Good action, excellent henshin lots of juicy action.

Den-O 45. Will probably make a lot more sense when it is subbed.

Later

Cramp

Dec. 13th, 2007 11:33 pm
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Having grown up in an age where the computer slowly had become a bigger and bigger part of life I didn't realize how out of habit I was at writing large amounts till it came to finishing up my DNA lab book today. All the experiments were in there it just required some heavy addendums, results, discussion a little background, finishing the intro and basically adding anything I've missed.

I spent four hours pouring over the damn thing, looking up info and finishing it off and by about halfway through my wrist had cramped up and my hand had gone slightly stiff. When I was doing my A-levels a couple of years ago I could write ten sides in an hour and be perfectly fine. But even with writing lecture notes everything is done on computer these days, assignments aren't accepted if they're not typed, except for things like lab books. I haven't hand written an essay in eighteen months (Enduring memories of my Psychology, Chemistry and Biology A-Level synoptic papers June 2006) so doing that much concentrated neat writing (Can't use the messy lecture note handwriting for something that has to be legible to others) I just wanted to dip it in ice a few hours ago, it's eased up a bit now.

Yesterday my lecturer tried to convince us that handing the write up for the last Analytical chem practical tomorrow would be a good idea. Sorry, pass. This week has been stressful enough without having another 1500 words to worry about. Fortunately she decided January 10th was a much more reasonable date. Thank God. Now I've got the 'Sweet I can finally have a brain meltdown headache'

I'm just glad I've finished for Christmas and just have to study for January exams.

So I can finally work on a few fanfiction projects without feeling too guilty. And relax, I've spent too many nights recently staying extremely late and getting up far too early, it's gotten so bad I keep falling asleep after I've gotten up, I'll sit down for a minute and watch something on TV then next thing I know half an hours past.

Whats really been bugging me lately though is that everything seems to have gone up in price recently, a few months ago a belgian bun cost 55p and now it's 58p. Chips that were 1.00 are now 1.20. It's really annoying especially when every penny counts.

Just got a little more Christmas shopping to do.  We're doing a secret santa at my house and we're dishing out the gifts tomorrow evening. Good thing I'm going shopping tomorrow, I still need to get something.

 Winter is really settling in now, I wouldn't think of leaving the house without a scarf and gloves right now. We've also had some frost but no snow as of yet.

Going to enjoy some Toku to unwind now.   
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Well my luck has been brilliant. Having suffered from a bladder infection last month and spending three and a half days without caffeine I thought it was over. But when it came last week I thought it was just period pain but it continued past my period and so Monday I went to the Doctors, had another test and lo and behold its come back. So I have to make do without caffeine on the final week of the semester when all my important coursework is due. (I don't have exams till January)

Whats more annoying is the prescription charges, six pounds eighty five pence may not sound like much but its annoying, to have to worry finding the money for that when you've got Christmas presents and dinners to worry about. The stuff for my bladder infection on top of my asthma meds it starts getting really expensive.

They've also sent a sample away for lab analysis to make sure its nothing really bad and this is just a case of bad luck, I fell asleep at 19.45 last night I was so tired. I woke up at 20:25 but it was still annoying when I needed to be writing up my lab book, due Friday. But I finish the course tonight and I can be back on the good stuff first thing tomorrow.

And so to Toku



Anyways back to work I must go

Later
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For the Heroes season one that is (I live in England) . The ending I expected but not the way I expected. Looking forward to season two.

I struck it lucky this morning, my practical was canceled so I had extra time to work on my essay. The letter went down well when I produced a draft for my tutorial group yesterday. I finally managed to do my ironing, the pile had reached critical mass to be frank, made a start on tidying my room and watched the Mighty Boosh on BBC three.

With the hour or so I plan to stay up for I think I'd better get some work done.

Later
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Let me say this to start, I don't fear hard work )

University Life

Where on my head does it say 'Please Give Me More Work' )

Geki and Den-O hurtling towards their respective conclusions.


Mirror mirror on the wall whose that poor Kenshi on the floor? )

Comedy thats actually funny
Everyone Knows a Dave )
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As much as I like my house I do have one problem with it.

Munchies and late nights )

Not long till Christmas

Goodbye November we hardly knew ya )

Mr and Mrs Smith. What was all the fuss about? )

Nine am at work tomorrow, it's not right.
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No the tv show, but a time when everything made sense, homework was done on the day you got it and the sales didn't start till January.

Don't read if you plan on going to the Boxing day Sales )

Final few weeks of Uni Semester, the real hard work begins.

Who cares where virtue comes from, I have Beer to analyze )

And finally...

Why does real life exist, it makes living harder )

I need another weekend off. And more hours in the day.

Thoughts

Nov. 5th, 2007 01:30 am
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After another evening of more watching stuff than studying I'm wondering how I can curb this habit as it is not healthy for me or my degree.

Other than that I watched the raw of Geki 36, greatly enjoyed that and looking forward to the sub, spent most of my time at work half heartily planning my PCR essay for my Forensic Analysis module, read some more of my book for my Biopsychology on my break and got the correct answer for a two point estimate on HPLC analysis so I spose I could have wasted more of the day.

Jitsu has been on my mind recently, having sat through a vaguely interesting Assistant instructor course, would have been better if I hadn't had to get up at the crack of dawn to be driven there with two of the most frustrating people I know, word to the wise, if you ever have to travel somewhere don't go with two people who used to date, you'll have to put up with them talking over loud music about something you don't know about whilst they forget you're sitting in the back desperately wishing to be in your nice warm bed and not listening to their petty back and forths because they aren't really arguing y'know, and they don't have unresolved business right?

Anyways an hour and a half there, same back feeling vaguely ironic about the whole damn thing because the CD players got Kate Nash in it.

Seriously what is the point of her? She sounds exactly like Lilly Allen, and Lilly Allen isn't that interesting.

Gomen. Ranting there.

But with my Green Belt grading coming up I am re-examining my reasons for keeping with it, I missed a session last week cause the whole thing has been getting me down. Sensei doesn't much like me and is barely interested in my efforts to get the club into the Uni newspaper, the club's highest grade who Sensei keeps delegating the warm up to managed to put a potential jitsuka out of the warm up through over-exertion, I swear he forgets the rest of us aren't as fit as him most of the time, going for tough warm ups which can be very off putting if it's someones first session. He's boarder line dangerous on the mat, one  of these days he's going slam a technique on too fast or use too much strength during a throw, someones not going to move fast enough and they're gonna get hurt.

Gomen Nasai, got a lot on my mind.

The question is where do I go from here, I could stick it out or I would quit. I'd miss the physical activity but theres other classes in town, the one thing that bugs me about that is that I'd have to start at the bottom again, I've worked hard and graded to the 5th kyu, next month hopefully the forth. (If I keep on)

I'm beginning to wish I hadn't started it in the first place.

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